sometimes we have bad days...

It seems that I should not post being so sad, but that is what this is for, right? So, Brett has Cystic Fibrosis. We found out about 8 months ago and tomorrow I am going to the "C.F. Family Day." How exciting! Everyone close to me either has to work or can't come and that's fine, I am a big girl. I just never in a million years imagined I would be "that mom" going through this. But who does? So many things go through my head all of the time... How can people hold a grudge about stupid petty things? Or--- Why are they being so rude? Or---- They just don't realize how easy they have it... And then God brings it all into perspective for me. At least I have my baby here with me at this very moment...both of them. I love them more than anything in this world. I think about the children and families I have seen and met throughout my life and realize just how blessed I am. Lord, please give me the strength to take in all of the beneficial information I will receive this Saturday. And God, please give the Dr.'s the knowledge to cure Cystic Fibrosis and Cancer and all of the other horrible diseases! Better yet, come on home and take us to Heaven! I'm ready. Are you?