Random pics

Me, Laura, Jenn

Aaron, Brynn and I fall pics 2008

Maternity pic with Brett

Brett :)

Aaron's big bass! :)

Brynn riding the pony at Armadillo Day... :)

Vanessa & Me in Jonesboro

She loved the Easter bunny!! :)

Who knows how much I will get typed before one of my darlings wake up...
I am in a dark hole and I hate it here. I recognize the feelings, the same as after I had Brynn. Why? I am such a happy person. I have no reason to feel this way. I had the best weekend with Aaron on our 6 year anniversary and a fabulous Mother's Day weekend before that. I am so blessed.
God please help me. I do not want to get on any medication, I want to do it on my own! Why am I so hard headed? I just need to vent. Don't want mercy, just prayers. I'll be fine, just having a hard few days.